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Although I should feel comfortable being with people with my own ethnicity, race, and color…I honestly feel uncomfortable. I wouldn’t say it’s because I feel different, but because my purpose is different. 

I want to be a researcher/scientist….because I want to be able to learn more about the mental illness to provide more resources and treatment for people who are suffering with a mental illness.

I want to be a therapist/doctor…because I want to be able to help others who are struggling through their mental illness or just anything in their daily lives

I want to be a professor/teacher…because I want to be able to educate others about the stigmas in the mental health field that mental illness exists and they are not detectable with the normal human eye. 

Empathy is my strength and I over analyze myself because sometimes I fault myself for the unfortunate events in my life. But I try to surround myself with positive people to remind myself that living is worth existing. 

— 1 month ago

Although the gender expectations within our families is to get married and have babies of our own. I would say that I am a proud girlfriend of someone who supports me in my future plans, who sees the good in me, who accepts the faults I have, and who loves me for who I am. 

He supports my future plans, my passion for Psychology, my tattoos, my plan to get nipple piercings, my need to travel, my attraction and trust to women, my plan to adopt children instead of giving birth of my own, my sexuality, my dominance over men, and my overall lifestyle. He’s the best significant other I can ever ask for and I’m going to be seeing less than 3 days! 

— 1 month ago

“How do you know if a guy you’ve been hanging out with likes you?”

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Hysterical Literature: Session One: Stoya [x]

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Can I join?

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I dreamt that a guy who resembles my father was trying to kill me and wouldn’t let me go..But I ended up killing him by stabbing him with a screwdriver on his back multiple times and ended crying, asking everyone why wouldn’t anyone help me. 

I do I keep having these dreams of my parents trying to kill me? Like I would have dreams of my mom trying to choke me in my sleep. Maybe it’s a subconscious thing of how I feel about them. 

— 1 month ago

I have to say that I’m very happy to be part of the PEACH program. Last name during the Meet and Greet aka party….a few of my fellow PEACH members approached me and let me know that they noticed that there was something wrong with me for the past couple of weeks. In addition, my director even talked to me about it and she told me that she understands because she went through the EXACT same thing. I’m so greatful to have a such a supportive cohort and a PEACH family that shows that they are concern about me. :) 

— 1 month ago

I haven’t had this feeling in a long time before. I’m so horny and I don’t want to be in a relationship anymore. I want to sleep around with hot guys and girls without any emotional commitment. I want to feel sexy and not have someone tame me down. Either you put a ring on this finger or else I’m gonna do my own thing and have fun explore other people. I guess this is what happens when I stopped using my birth control, your cervical glands produces ALOT of cervical mucus(fertile) which says “hey! I’m ready to get pregnant.” 

#lifeofacollegestudent #promiscuous #givemeyourcock #eatmenow #thirsty #needhumantouch

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And we deserve to experience love fully, equally, without shame and without compromise. (x)

Wish everyone could be so brave

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